Sunday, October 28
Stil Workin On a Sunday Nite!
ok... maybe the title sounds a bit corny.......but somehow i still feel the urge to tell people how my life is going on eversince i've been working.... who knows, if all of the sudden, my brain decided to stop working or maybe change its normal path and makes me go cracko.... trust me, it can happen to anyone........
its not that i cant handle pressure or anything.. but sometimes, a li'l too much can really make u depressed... its not just the work... im deffinately ok with the work, if its just the work that stressed me out.......unfortunately, 24/7 is just not enuff for the workload and i missed out on a lot of things..... i missed hanging out with my frens.....downloading series and movies..... lepaking at mamak stalls..... chatting thru internet....i hardly even visit my parents over the weekends anymore.....
there are just tooo many things to think about at my workplace... well work is just one thing....then i have to think bout catching up with my competitors, hell the competition is really tough, as well as satisfying my superiors very high expectations on me.....plus customers who always want things to get done TODAY.... and then comes the gossipers whom i think their mouth just cant be shut... but its their mouth, they have the right and i cant stop them, just have to live with it... daymme...
and not to mention my health conditions..... i think my body is getting weaker cause of the lack of exercise...lack of exercise??? crap i havent exercised since the past few monthss!! just dont have the luxury of time to do so....and come weekends , its either spent to rest my mental exhaustion over the weekdays or for important commitments........my body has gotten so weak that i got a stress attack ( i dont know wat they call it in medical terms) last week......i've been coughing for a whole week the week before, then i started to get fever.. went to see the doc, got my pills, the next day fever was cured but then came an agonizing chest pain...breathing in was a toture for me that day.... managed to cover it and continued working... called my mom when i got home that nite and she said its just stress, and its all in my mind.... she told me to take panadol but i refused coz i didnt see the logic of curing chest pain with panadols (alwiz thought panadols are for headaches.. heheh)... then my sweetie took me out for a nice dinner, and made sure that i had a good nite that nite, by the time i got home, my chestpain was already gone......that is when it triggered me that i need to get my life fixed....and i need to do somthing bout it fast... before i wont be able to do so....
my life has really changed since i started working..... i dont think im myself anymore, i missed the happy go lucky person that i was... i miss the alwiz happy part of me and when ignorance is acceptable......the only times i think im truly myself is when im with my sweetie and when im back with my precious old frenss which i barely have time to hangout with anymore.......i dunno if my frens are experiencing the same shit, but its deffinately wat everybody doesnt want to go thru......
ok that's enuff whining for the nite, gotta get my paper done now or else i wont be able to satisfy my customer...
Posted by zuradaa at 11:16 PM
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